Why are you still so afraid?

I do this all the time.
Well. Not all the time.
It just seems like it.
I like him, but im too god damned scared to do anything about it.
Too scared to tell him even though we can talk for hours on end.
I think he likes me too...but nothing seems to happen.
I can flirt when i dont want to, but i cant when i DO.
He must think hes wasting time if he does like me.
And if he doesnt he must think im some retardo.
God what is wrong with me.
Im scared to tell him incase he rejects me.
Im scared to tell him incase he likes me.
Im so weird.
Or is this normal?
Don't answer.
He confuses me so bloody much.
ARGH
I LIKE HIM TOO MUCH
I am so CONFUSED!!!!
We talk alot but i dont know if its just mates or more than!
We have a definate history...but is that just what it is????????????

I AM SO CONFUSED.

Slow down you crazy child
You're so ambitious for a juvenile
But then if you're so smart tell me why
Are you still so afraid?
Where's the fire, what's the hurry about?
You better cool it off before you burn it out
You got so much to do and only
So many hours in a day

But you know that when the truth is told
That you can get what you want
Or you can just get old
You're gonna kick off before you even get halfway through
When will you realize...Vienna waits for you

Slow down you're doing fine
You can't be everything you want to be
Before your time
Although it's so romantic on the borderline tonight (tonight)
Too bad but it's the life you lead
You're so ahead of yourself
That you forgot what you need
Though you can see when you're wrong
You know you can't always see when you're right(you're right)

You got your passion you got your pride
But don't you know that only fools are satisfied?
Dream on but don't imagine they'll all come true
When will you realize
Vienna waits for you

Slow down you crazy child
Take the phone off the hook and disappear for a while
It's alright you can afford to lose a day or two
When will you realize...
Vienna waits for you.

And you know that when the truth is told
That you can get what you want
Or you can just get old
You're gonna kick off before you even get halfway through

Why don't you realize...Vienna waits for you
When will you realize...Vienna waits for you