I want someone to

I want someone to call me up just to say hello.
I want someone to talk to me about everything and anything.
I want someone to not judge me when I’m wrong.
I want someone to tell me I’m wrong.
I want someone to catch me.
I want someone to make me feel safe.
I want someone to hold me and keep me close.
I want someone to understand.
I want someone to not understand.
I want someone to know when to shut up.
I want someone to make me laugh.
I want someone to find the song.
I want someone to tell the fucking truth.
I want someone to be proud of me.
I want someone to calm me down when no one else can.
I want someone to run after me when I walk away.
I want someone to hold my hand when I feel lost.
I want someone to hug me when I least expect it.
I want someone to wait for me when no one else would.
I want someone to walk away when I piss them off.
I want someone to run through the rain to get me when the car won’t start.
I want someone to be sorry.
I want someone to love me.
I want someone to respect me.
I want someone to trust me.
I want someone to make me cry.
I want someone to say no.
I want someone to believe me.
I want someone to pour my heart out to without interruption.
I want someone to paint me a picture.
I want someone to pick the movie.
I want someone to always be there.
I want someone to be able to lay there on the bed and talk and nothing else.
I want someone to fix it all.
I want someone to sweep me off my feet.
I want someone to care.
I want someone to share with.
I want someone to make fun of.
I want someone to make fun of me.
I want someone to turn up at my front door out of the blue.
I want someone to tell me I look beautiful.
I want someone to let me be me.
I want someone to introduce me to new things.
I want someone to make stupid things up with that no one else understands.
I want someone to be around.
I want someone to not hate me when I choose to spend time with my friends instead.
I want someone to support me when I’m weak.
I want someone to cry when he needs to.
I want someone to admit that he is wrong.
I want someone to admit that he likes me.
I want someone to admit that he is not brave.
I want someone to admit that he likes that chick flick movie.
I want someone to admit that maybe he doesn’t always need to hide.
I want someone to need me like I need them.
I want someone to need me.

Why are you still so afraid?

I do this all the time.
Well. Not all the time.
It just seems like it.
I like him, but im too god damned scared to do anything about it.
Too scared to tell him even though we can talk for hours on end.
I think he likes me too...but nothing seems to happen.
I can flirt when i dont want to, but i cant when i DO.
He must think hes wasting time if he does like me.
And if he doesnt he must think im some retardo.
God what is wrong with me.
Im scared to tell him incase he rejects me.
Im scared to tell him incase he likes me.
Im so weird.
Or is this normal?
Don't answer.
He confuses me so bloody much.
ARGH
I LIKE HIM TOO MUCH
I am so CONFUSED!!!!
We talk alot but i dont know if its just mates or more than!
We have a definate history...but is that just what it is????????????

I AM SO CONFUSED.

Slow down you crazy child
You're so ambitious for a juvenile
But then if you're so smart tell me why
Are you still so afraid?
Where's the fire, what's the hurry about?
You better cool it off before you burn it out
You got so much to do and only
So many hours in a day

But you know that when the truth is told
That you can get what you want
Or you can just get old
You're gonna kick off before you even get halfway through
When will you realize...Vienna waits for you

Slow down you're doing fine
You can't be everything you want to be
Before your time
Although it's so romantic on the borderline tonight (tonight)
Too bad but it's the life you lead
You're so ahead of yourself
That you forgot what you need
Though you can see when you're wrong
You know you can't always see when you're right(you're right)

You got your passion you got your pride
But don't you know that only fools are satisfied?
Dream on but don't imagine they'll all come true
When will you realize
Vienna waits for you

Slow down you crazy child
Take the phone off the hook and disappear for a while
It's alright you can afford to lose a day or two
When will you realize...
Vienna waits for you.

And you know that when the truth is told
That you can get what you want
Or you can just get old
You're gonna kick off before you even get halfway through

Why don't you realize...Vienna waits for you
When will you realize...Vienna waits for you

I Want To Hear What You Have Got To Say

Another day is here and I am still alive
I say these words aloud, they speak form the inside
And everytime I see you
You just walk away
Still the world is turning

I want to hear what you, what you've got to say
I want to hear what you, what you've got to say
I want to hear what you, what you've got to say
I want to hear what you, what you've got to say

My mind is all made up, I'm doing all I can
I'm trying hard to think, but I can't understand
Why everytime I see you
You just walk away
And still the world is turning
I will not complain

My head is spinning round, I don't know what to do
If I'm so happy, I've got everything to lose
And everytime I see you
I can't stand to stay
And now it's always raining
You're the one to blame

Everytime I see you
You just walk away
Still the world is turning

I want to hear what you, what you've got to say
I want to hear what you, what you've got to say
I want to hear what you, what you've got to say
I want to hear what you, what you've got to...
Say hey hey hey

Sixth Form

Well school started today. AH. I am now officially a SIXTH FORMER.
Walau.

Its hard too.
So i had a free period first thing today (well...we missed first period so technically second thing) so i only had 2 lessons lol woo!

I dont know what else to say...and i cant be bothered to think.

Time

I love this song right now.

Time- Sandi Thom

Roller skates and bumblebees
Holding hands and grazing knees
Dressing up and falling down
Paul and mike are coming round

Being good to stay up late
Forget to shut the garden gate
Built a house up in a tree
Been making plans since I was three

Time catches everyone
And the world goes round the sun
And the memory lives on in my heart
Going back to the start

Skiving french and stealing mars
Hanging out in rosie's bar
Getting changed straight after school
Smoking fags and playing pool

Rainbow coming over me
But I like graham connelly
Getting caught in someone's car
This time kid you've gone too far

Time catches everyone
And the world goes round the sun
But the memory lives on in my heart
Going back to the start
Forever forever forever

Up and down to liverpool
Learning lines to play the fool
Hanging out at hannah's bar
Got too drunk to drive the car

Even though I'd love to stay
It's time to work not to time to play
And even though you're now for me
Soon you'll be a memory

Time catches everyone
And the world goes round the sun
And the memory lives on in my heart
Time catches everyone
And the world goes round the sun
And the memory lives on in my heart
Going back to the start
Forever forever forever