Woo

NEW LAYOUT!!

I like it. Plus the girl has ginger hair...like me =]

Ok yesterday SUCKED. Well...it was all ok until i got home after having met Emily. Then my mum was...

well whatever. I really dont care anymore.

She says MY attitude stinks. WHAT ABOUT HERS!? And my dad actually agrees with that!

I want to leave.

Thanks for the Memories

Ever had a friend leave? And before they left they slowly, or quickly - however you look at it, replaced you with other people? And then they leave...you don't cry much though but you want to. And you speak to them a couple of times..you comment them on myspace, but they dont reply. The only time ou talk to them is online, and something you notice about that is that they only talk to you when its just you online? And you notice that everyone around you is getting replies...

yea. Well. Thats just happened to me. And to be brutally honest...i couldnt care less.

Ok maybe i do a little bit. But mostly, its just sort of...i dono...not typical...but just 'yea ok'. get it?

Im more pissed off than anything.

I've realised the person i am going to miss the most is CHELSEA LOUISE COOPER purely because...shes Chelsea. She is the best

So, I just want to say, if you're reading this. Thanks for the memories, they were great. And maybe, one day we will meet again. Just do me a favour, dont pretend you didnt forget.



Whatever.

Not sure.

I need some chill out music. But I don't know what sort...if you get me. YesterdayI couldnt not sleep...something was just..wrong. I don't know though.

Everyone seems to have dissapeared off the face of the planet...seriously

Georgi and Aiden have gone for good.
Jen and Tom have gone to England and I won't see them till school starts.
John has gone to flippin Thailand.
Caroline is in Scotland.
Louise...well WHERE is Louise?!
Kat...Kats still here...but I have no money.
Pri...is working and I have no money. Must see her soon though.
Val...well I've seen her this week already..and NOW I have no money...lol
Chelsea...WAS in Thailand...and is now back...but has spanish lessons...=[ but i must see her soon.
Khaled is in Egypt.
Who else? They are my closest mates.
Oh yea...Amie and Adam are in ENGLAND. But I get to see them soon...YAY.

But it just seems as though everyone has fallen off the planet...Gosh. I have no money. But its only cos I'm saving it for England. Which is good. But I now have 2 weeks of not being able to AFFORD to go out. Probably a good thing...as I don't need any more shisha etc. I'm going on a SERIOUS shisha strike. Like I'm not having ANY when I go hartamas.

I'm serious. Kat, Tom, EVERYONE, if you're reading this, DO NOT LAUGH AT ME lol.

Oh well. I can relax at home. And find some sort of chill out music...since I need it. Chill out kinda like...sad songs la..lol. Rufus Wainwright- Hallelujah and Elton John- Candle in the Wind. They were what I listened to yesterday. As well as a bit more up beat songs like Piano Man- Billy Joel.

I know what you're all thinking. 'What kind of 16 year old listens to Elton John and Billy Joel?!' Lol. Well...I don't. But some of their stuff is damn good...and beats some of the crap that's coming out in the music industry nowadays. lol.

Ah....so I emailed the modeling place SY-Allure...and they told me to book an appointment for casting! WOO. So..lets see what happens?

I've heard there was a secret chord
That David played, and it pleased the Lord
But you don't really care for music, do you?
It goes like this
The fourth, the fifth
The minor fall, the major lift
The baffled king composing Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah

Your faith was strong but you needed proof
You saw her bathing on the roof
Her beauty and the moonlight overthrew you
She tied you
To a kitchen chair
She broke your throne, and she cut your hair
And from your lips she drew the Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah

Maybe I’ve been here before[?]
I know this room, I've walked this floor
I used to live alone before I knew you
I've seen your flag on the marble arch
Love is not a victory march
It's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah

There was a time
You let me know
What's real and going on below
But now you never show it to me, do you?
And remember when I moved in you?
The holy dark was moving to
And every breath we drew was Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah

Maybe there's a god above[?]
And all I ever learned from love
Was how to shoot at someone who outdrew you
And it's not a cry you can hear at night,
It's not somebody who's seen the light
It's cold and it's a broken Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah